I am back

I am back..hehe reminds me of Arnold Swargi ... anyways will sure jot some thing for sure.... soon... The doom's day ended and was damn whatever... too much of task under my tiny fingers hehe....

On leave...........................................

Xam fever'.. miss everything .. but I ll be back soon................

Life is.....

Strangely.. thought I would speak so and so in my impromptu; a part of college presentation; speak in front of the class on topic which are given at the moment, instantly for two mins and does carry part of the final marks Re...anyways this time too i went in the front.. my frens tell me i do speak much and in the office i do present a lot better and speak endlessly even irritating to few re.. hehe... anyways so there i was, damn did not had a slightest of hint that it was my turn.. and so my name was called and i went picked up a paper among 4... this time it was ' Life is' wanted to say god damn life is ... hell with lots a' studies nowadays that it seems hell but couldn't talk abt it in the respected class hehe.... So i started and ended at the same time 'life is happier if u make it happy and sadder if u make it sad.. upto u to choose and act',....what and however it came in my mind and mouth at same time.. rushed back t0 my seat.. it was less than 20 secs.. later when i was seated I thought abt it,... could have spoken more..

The questions or the blanks 'Life is....' still on my mind till I watched this program today.. in NTV which is a rare of all the cases that happens.. hehe.. so it was while flipping through the channels that i hit NTV . Got a glimpse of good sceneries that always entice me and led me to pause on NTV.. saw Bijay Kumar.. a famous journalist who was hosting the program and the program was short of documentary.. a trip on last date of year 2063 B.S. to 'Jumla'.. in the first ever vehicle to reach there. The road were being made 14 yrs ago which was completed lately.. The ppl were so xcited to see the legendary vehicles 'gaadi' they have heard of but not seen.. it was awesome to see that ppl were worshiping the jeeps.. the road construction took some 90 ppl's lives and it also showd while we at heart of the city dwell in 21st century.. ppl in jumla and more, live like on 17th century...... maybe now they will proceed.. hopefully,...

Mr. Kumar remarked somewhere in the program, recalling all his memories along the travel he made.. Life is collection and recollection of all the memories of path on the locus of all points in our life....
Might be more true ...... Life is.......................................................memories.........................

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HURT-JOHNNY CASH

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Xams; is it necessary or is it just eggjam?

I really want to know what my blog readers think about the title.. i myself feel dumb in answering the question. Anyways so here I am preparing for another exam. Today was a makeup day.. not the make up day but academically to be precise. But most of the time I was concerned about exam scheduled day after. Couldn't give time to study. The biggest shock to me in the present is that my classes just began not more than two months ago and is about to finish next month. I had and have exams continuously.. it is giving me less time to do anything, my normal stuffs as well as half of more of my time is gone sad... But the point here is, does exams necessarily proves one's capacity or just another lots of means of giving headache to us... is it just eggjam whatever that meant...

A Letter... must see

I wonder what this boy was thinking ... 8th Grade surely wouldn't thought that.... Pachi I think when he grows up he will be one of those serial killer... But the fear is I know him as a good fren... go through the letter and u ll know what i mean...

Fire and Water

The title itself Fire and Water is enough to give two distinct characteristics but then it also suffice each other. Fire is extinguished by water and water is boiled by fire.. eee whatever that means.But the point here is I actually know two characters as these two.. both my dear friends. Never thought that these two will exist in parallel but alas world is full of surprises and now these two rides together like razorblade wind ... mostly in Deo ... deep blue colored two wheelers. The water is surprised to know himself that his characters are like this and actually he would so much love da' fire but like I said alas...... Fire is very happy though da' movie 300 has made her more blazed than ever and prefer to cut and kill still in so much luv with water... Am happy and all my wishes for the windy ppl.. ride on......

Watch 300

Went to watch a movie, I would rather call it da' movie... my second time and hehe I own the DVD too.. But still I went. Was worth it. The movie is called 300.. the name being written in Blood and one of my friend was [seemed] very happy and rather excited about it... [He is one blood luving guy hehe..] So anyways it was worth spending money and though the hall was not to my expectation or standards of Jai Nepal the movie helped a lot.

The genre of the movie specifically is popular for its presentation; graphic, so is fascinating to view and all the bloodshed and violence are presented in more subtle ways. Was introduced to these movies recently only but am digging for the stuffs. In the recent am watching all that was available directed most by Frank Miller and Quentine Tarintino (still to check spellings)..

The movie was damn... all the war , bloodshed and the drama .. most of all the graphics is too good... and the blood luving guy [BLG] was too excited , clapping most of the times and even me couldn't helped it...

Defing Hectic now

So am here at YTC, am arranging for reports and projects.. now will leave for KU where I study.. have to give an xam and then nearly three hours of a maniac class hehe.. so will come back and will do assigment and project .. Man can I define hectic better...